nothing ever goes as planned...

something is missing.

something i used to have. 
and tears wont make anything feel better.

so ill listen to this.  and maybe do some crunches in the dark.

your face is like a flashback into something.  but i dont know what.  and maybe thats why.

shooting stars.  and satillites.

all those things ive said.  theyre not true.

im not as tough as i wish i was.

i know the feeling so well.

that's all.

so it's funny...

this growing up.

i think im finally ready.
because i am finally okay alone.